I'VE SHIFTED!
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SEE YOU! (:

its friday, officially one week after leaving cvh. i miss joanna and rebecca ): but you know i still have school and they are still working there. hopefully we do keep in contact.

well, school starts on monday. at like 2pm, what a timing?! do you know how lazy i will be. just got my timetable and exams will be at the end of june. excited for school, wondering what kind of people i will meet. how the environment is like. you know so many questions.

bought some stuff for school (: gonna buy more on sun. and my treat for my gfs! lol. i bet they cant wait. right? lol :D well, im sorry if i have not been talking to your and stuff, during the whole time when i was working. i think i kinda neglected your. sorry ):

sunday will be a blast! i want it to be. haha (:

i dont feel myself this days, dont know why. sometimes i feel like im pretending to be somebody im not.

well, in any case i have to focus on important things first. which i will figure out soon.

church tmr (: and the dinner on sun! enjoy first then studying on mon. so looking forward. haha (:

i know what everybody's reaction will be, FINALLY! ahaha : D

work has been quite alright. but i just cant understand some people. thinking that by taking all the credit and attention, people will notice them more and etc. but i think he doesnt deserve it at all. seriously.

but of course there is nice people there (: like adrian who never fails to make me laugh my head off, rebecca and joanna who are the sweetest (: and the rest of them are really nice too (:

so anyone who has the desire to work in the hotel industry in the future, please feel free to come to me for advice. lol (: all sessions are chargeable. AHAHA : D

come to think of it, i cant bear to leave my workplace ): well, i have to start school. which i am quite excited for (:

can you believe it, i have not received my pay! geez. i could have collected it on monday BUT the stupid far east organization spelled my name as charrisse on the cheque. so no choice, have to sent it back. i cant wait any longer you know! so many things to but for school (:

there's a wedding show at the hotel tmr, but im not involved. irene said im too expensive. lol. thats because im paid by the hour. ahaha : D

church tmr (: i can meet up with my babes! (: miss them like crazy. really!! lol (:

i need to sleep soon, super tired. goodnight (:

do not ask me why im still up now. i wanted to blow dry my hair and the computer looked kinda tempting, so i switched it on and i have been using it till now. haha. and i had a heart ot heart talk with my dear girlfriend (: have not done that for ages but i really enjoyed it (: and thanks alot babe for listening to me & encouraging me (:

parade of ministries! really fun, something new & interesting. had to learn the dance in four hours but i think it was all worthwhile (: i, charisse dyeo made a mistake. somebody kill me pls. it was just so nerve-wrecking. i dont know why but unil now i still get the jitters when i go up on stage. hmmm. still wondering. lol.

i feel like taking leave on mon. as there's a bbq tmr (: kazue and yukie will be leaving on mon ): but we get to see callie's bf! ahaha : D tmr's gonna be real fun (: yayness! pls tell me shld i take leave? sacrifice my pay. lol. its going to be a no pay leave. geez.

seeking god on this will be tough. its not a issue that ppl will seek god for. i think. asking him whether i should or should not seems so wrong. i dont know. but its really killing me, squeezing the life out of me. i dont want my feelings/emotions to overule my life. you know?

it just has come to that stage. that stage where its labelled as 'youre the one for me'. and can you imagine how it feels when i dont even know whats going through your mind?

i dont want it to turn out bad, but if i dont do it. i'll be wondering and pondering.

someone tell me what to do?

my apologies for not updating for umpteen of months, haha! okay not that exaggerating. but i have been really busy. my normal routine for everyday. except weekends, wake up at 7 in the morning, go to work from 0740 to 0615, take a bus home, eat my dinner, shower, slack for a little while which is the most only five minutes and then sleep. see what i mean when i call it a routine! lol : D but all in all, im going to get money so thats the only thing i look forward too.
but i've met really nice people there (: so its not really dreadful. lol.

i missed lek's birthday surprise! ): sorry girl! i shall make it up to you (: it looked really fun, but i had to go to the airport to fetch my cousins (: from japan, kazue and yukie (: miss them lots! kazue is really pretty now and yukie is super tall. super. for a girl, her height is 176! hard to imagine but it is! but thats because she plays basketball. shes like in a national team. way cool.

i feel like i have been missing out on alot of stuff ): well what to do, but its a good thing i still have three more weeks before school officially starts. excited but i have to study as though its like the end of the world. i dont want my parents to get disappointed in me. again.

tmr's parade of ministries (: sounds so fun! im hoping kazue and yukie will be able to come (: god has been good in helping me to settle down at work & meet such nice people (: and i thank him for that (:

i know its my own will of making me feel this way. no point holding on so tightly. it just has to come naturally. and if hes not the one then hes not. im sure god has someone better for me (: i just have to remind myself. sometimes my mind really goes off. way off.

well, i need my rest now. goodnight (:

it has been long, i know. haha! because yours truly is working. everybody say, finally! lol (: but im kinda dreading it because i have to wake up at like 7 in the morning every morning. goodness. but i know its all for money. haha. well im doing like admin work. sitting on the chair the whole day. and im like the youngest there, seriously. but the people there are quite nice. except for one, i dont really like her. she just has the face that says stay away from me. whatever. i dont care. i just have to keep up with this till end of april and im out of there. ahaha : D

i've been missing alot of my tv programmes! lol. how i wish i could be a bum at home again. wishful thinking. haha.
i should get like some programme that has all this programs. haha. so i can watch it during the weekends. lol.

well, i thought i could wake up late on sat. but nooooo i have to wake up early again. its my grandad's death anniversary. sat will be super pack. hectic day.

nothing interesting going on. boring life. haha.