in the midst of prelims now..man..and english paper yesterday..was quite alright..today's papers were physics and biology..physics was okay, at least i know how to do..but biology was super difficult..i dont think i'll be able to achieve the marks i want..sigh..

great, i have a sore throat..because of yesterday..bought a packet of maltesers and i ate the whole packet all by myself..ugh..now i have to suffer..crap..i was coughing thru out the whole examination..



BECAUSE OF YOU
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

; iloveyou

jael, lek and me :)

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING YOU

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore


I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?


You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you
And, ohI don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew


I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

I hate myself for losing you
And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no

I hate myself for losing you(I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
What do you say when everything's said?
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every tear you shed
Won't ever bring him back again?
I hate myself for loving you

im over and done with social studies! like finally (: haha..

i manage to do SBQ and i hopefully i do well, but i think i will so flunk my SEQ..that will be a guarantee..im sure..one more week to the rest of my papers..man..and my n levls will be coming..ahhhhh!

here's what i did during the 'short' holiday
on monday after sports carnival, went to town to meet up with jael and alicia..started to shop :) i manage to buy my stuff..haha..watched charlie and chocolate factory :) its a MUST to watch it!! super duper nice..if someone pays for me, i'll go watch with that person :) hur hur..

on tuesday i went out with my father's side..met up with clara and callie :)
weeee..went to marina square at 11am and guess what time i woke up, 1030am..it was rush,rush,rush..anyway ate lunch at marina square then walked to millena walk and went to this shop called candy empire :) its like sweets galore man..lols..and after eating a chocolate bar i became high..seriously high..i was practically crapping at everything..goodness!
went to safra at around 5 plus to bowl because my cousin was dying too..ate some buffet for dinner :) yummy! had to go on a diet after that..tsk..

well, i think i said enough..toodles :)

;iloveyou

prelims are in one weeks time and im so called prepared, i guess..lols..oh i manage to do quite well in my biology..like finally :) i just have to focus on my accounts thats all..but i dont know where to start..goodness..

went for festival of praise on friday, it was superb :) the whole place was packed, i went with mel,gwen,geoky,grace,eunice,gwen lim and erica..i wanted to go again today but im afraid that i'll reach home very late so i didnt go..i like reached home at one am on friday..the concert ended kinda of late and we went to macs to eat because we didnt get to eat our dinner..haha..

went to nicholas's house on sat to bake dinesh's cake..i tell you when i reached there..the whole kitchen was a mess! im serious..goodness..i tell you if it wasn't for me, the cake wont turn out so nicely okay..haha :) but i must say nicholas's house is super NICE :) ooooohhhh..haha..and he has a cool mum, really! she looks so hip and all..haha..one more thing..he's elder brother is soooooo handsome..-screams..haha..i want to go to his house again! LOL..

okay..gotta run..toodles :)

currently in school and i think the aircon is at full blast because i am super cold and my fingers are numb..brrrr x)

change of template..i think its simple..haha..but the words are meaningful..it really links to me..goodness..well, its just nice thats all..haha :)

well, my saturday wasn't that good..but jael and kel was there for me :) thanks babes :) haha..