its quite a loooonngg time since i blogged..well many things happened..and i tell you its countless..i can't even count it with my fingers!!

i received alot of presents during christmas!! woo-hoo =]..and i simply love each and every one of them..well my bbq was a blast even though some other jerk open his own..okay so what if his house is bigger..cmon you don't have to be sucha show-off you know..

i ask myself does love always have to be tragic? and does it always have to turn out sour? it always has to be two people in my mind, and i have to choose one..do you know how difficult it is? let's just say one of them has given up on me & i mean TOTALLY..was i upset? kinda of because i knew that it will not work out..and i guess it was just my intuition that explain it all..

*it seems like you are drifting away from me day by day, but i all i want is to have you by my side, loving me forever..

its me..its been quite a long time yeah? sigh..yesterday was the saddest day of my life..my grandfaher was cremated..it will always be a scar in my heart..i really miss him..lord i pray that you
will be him, in jesus name i pray..it was very sudden..and i couldn't go for church camp but even if i went i won't have the mood..sigh..i missed my chance to be in the same group with some people..im rather sad for this both situations..but god just place it like that..


saw joshua..goodness..he still looks good..he even asked me for a pen..i didn't like have a expression on my face..and i missed my chance to ask it back..but why bother? hahs..that ah boon kor kor also keep disturbing me..he's quite nice too but the age limit is way too far!!! hahas..saw clarissa my baby cousin..
so cute!!!saw jac too..quite nice to talk too..oh ya! and karen yi yi..she was so sweet..had a few conversations with her..during the whole cremation thingy she was beside me..i really want to thank her..
maybe when i see her again?

anyways..my mind i really confused..i really really want to settle down..i do not always want to envy people..do you understand that? i bet nobody does..it matters to me so so so much..was it because of what i did last time? i don't wanna think about it anymore!!

*burps*..just finish eating..gonna burst..hahas..i have FINALLY completed kwyb!!! hooray for me!!

guess who's my camp leader man..hahas..oh man..but im not the same group as nat alredy..sad!!
now i won't know whose in the same group as me..great! im alone again..sigh..i can't believe he was in the same class..so i had to be stuck with that * for 5 whole hours..you think i survived..NOOOOO!!!

when i reach home i called leon..but that boy never pick up his phone..don't know where he went..call charmaine she finally picked up BUT she said she was busy..after that called her again..she not at home liao..aiyoh..

YAY!! camp is in what three days..im soooooo excited man!! i'll meet face to face with him!! hahas..

okie i gotta go..need to call that boy boy..bye!! =]