OH MY GOODNESS!! i just feel like breaking down..and i mean it..on the first day of school, teachers were already telling us how many more weeks to our prelims and stuff..which is let me see, 8 weeks? -faints

i feel so super stress man..do you know how time will zoom past just like that? i mean look, in a flash our june holidays are over..gosh! okay this will be short because my fingers are aching from all that hw..teachers just wanna see us die..how cruel..poo! toodles (:

i think i am not destined to become a housewife next time..i burnt yet another pot today..goodness..at the rate i have burnt two pots already..so ya..hur hur x)

i manage to finish doing my maths paper and i have three characters left for the lit thing..YAY! :)) school will offically be open in four days time..gosh! i don't wanna go back to school..im still in a hoilday mood..when school starts i gotta start mugging again..no phone calls, no going out, no everything! rawr x)

I LOOOVVVEE THE IGNYTE SONG :)) god is just so awesome..the concerts were just so powerful, i could really feel his presence..it was so real! oh and jerry ong came too..and i guess he hasn't been to the salon for along time..haha..

okay..my fingers feel tired so im gonna stop here (:

i finally get to blog..haha..one week of the hoildays have flew just like that..and i only have started on my literature homework..gosh!

here's a list of my holiday hw
1. Literature, some character analysis thing
2. Two english trial papers, from the TYS
3. Maths paper
4. Biology paper
5. Accounts worksheet
6. Social studies but i can't remember exactly what it is x)
7. One whole ton of maths tuition homework

so as you see this june holiday isn't really a hoilday to me..and on top of that my maid went back home for two weeks and i have to suffer when my parents are at work..because i will be doing the housework..man! extra load i tell you!

he's overseas now and im not so sure whether i miss him anot? well i gotta run..toodles (:

i went out today but it was not so exciting..because i was so tired that i could fall asleep any moment..goodness! my mum bought me the jesse mccartney cd x) after much pestering and whining..haha..

and i have SIX new tops..like woah! all from paris..like wow :) and its super nice..i don't think you'll be able to find it in singapore..haha..but with them back i can't use the phone for more than 15 mins but i do break that rule at times..lols..how do you expect me to not talk to him for one day? i'll commit suicide man..just joking ..i won't go to that extent..haha..

anyway..my mind is drained from today's activities..so i gotta go..toodles :)

i am at home when i am suppose to be at church..but don't ask me why..i feel super restless today..some moments i just feel like doing smth but some moments i just feel like staying put on one spot, not doing anything at all..don't ask why i am like that because i myself don't know..

are guys suppose to play hard to get or is it the girl's job to do it? he's like making my life so difficult..evryday i wonder to myself, should i or should i not carry on? ya sure i can give up but it will take like umpteen of yrs to do so..and guess what he's going overseas next saturday! man..i will not survive..he has moved on and everything but he is not prepared to get into a relationship..i mean i don't ask for much right? sigh..

; waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought, useless and disappointing

let's have a track back on what happened ystd..haha..was suppose to blog but my stupid brother was using it till 2 in the morning!! like what the..

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met alicia and kelly in orchard because they were going to accompany me to meet him..ahaha..i thought i was late but the both of them were later and alicia didn't bring her phone again..haha..then we were like 10 mins late i think..we were gonna meet him at cineleisure, level five, you know where you buy the tickets and stuff so i called him and he said that he didn't see anyone there so he went down..then i told him we were there already but we were going to the toliet..then in the toliet i was freaking out like some idiot man..goodness..then when we came out of the toliet they were still not there so i decieded to wait..then i saw this guy wearing brown, coming up the escalator and it looked abit like him so i just stood there with the both of them and he walked past us..i was like thats him! and kelly was like okay okay he's taking out his phone and all of my sudden my phone started to ring..ahaha..it was super funny man..and i think he's blind cos when i said i was infront of him, he still couldn't see..haha..

so we went to watch monster-in-law since kelly already watched madagascar..he paid for our movie tickets first..ain't that nice? haha..i tell you he's super cute!! ahaha..in the cinema i sat next to him..ahahaha..and during the movie i felt like sleeping man! and kelly kept pushing me towards him..goodness!! i looove his smell man..haha..the movie was oh so nice..especially if you're watching with the love of your life..haha..then we went to yoshi to eat dinner but he didn't eat cos his friend was in a rush so while alicia and kelly went downstairs to buy fruits i was stuck with the both of them..i culd kinda of feel that my face was red..gosh! then he left..sigh..

at night i talked to him but for like only ten minutes cos he has a test the next day and he asked me why was my face red when i was talking to him at yoshi..i was like no..crap man! he asked whether i was blushing..goodness..how embarrasing!! haha..actually his face was kinda of red too and his hands were shaking when he talked to me..but he gave excuses..haha..

sigh..i wanna see him again :(