It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free


in the end, i am the one at stake.

i just came back from the chalet :) it was SUPER fun! :)) but i missed my bed la..haha!

FIRST DAY
met up at mel's place to marinate the stingray and stuff like that..then eunice's dad came to pick us up, reached the chalet..it was raining so heavily! so erica couldnt go to the room, neither eunice and mel could go out of the room..before we knew it, it was already 5 and the bbq started :) cherie,geok,gwen,grace and perlie came..we ate, crapped around and all that stuff..everybody got stuck to the tv from 8 plus all the way to 11..tried to sleep but couldnt as mel and i were hungry in the middle of the night..haha!

SECOND DAY
woke up at 7 plus becuase of the stupid birds making so much noise..but we went back to sleep again until 10 plus..went to macs for breakfast, then tanning! the sun was superr hot and i really mean hot..but our tan was not that nice..LOL..went back to the room, all we did was eat, sleep, play games..we couldnt take it so we went to macs again to eat dinner..played card games till we went high and this time everybody was able to sleep peacefully..haha (:

THIRD DAY
so we checked out at 1030, and headed straight for home..first thing i did was to dump all my dirty laundry..haha..and next to eat a nice meal..LOL (:

well, thats about it (:


i cant read your mind.

let me tell you the good news, O'S ARE FINALLY OVER!! (:

so many plans going on..shopping! CHALET! going to hk! camp! (: i cant wait! finally stepped into town, christmas lightings were super duper nice! got into the christmas mood (: eunice, mel and i were crappy, only at night..HAHA..i love you girls (:

watch step up, channing tatum..the hottest man alive & the cutest..the show is smth like take the lead but take the lead is still the best!

cant wait for the chalet on wed! (: it will be fun, fun, fun!


i cant go on like this.

You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything (:

i thought i could

i have been sick since sun..it all started with just a flu and sore throat then it became worse as i started having fever and headache..felt so sick that i just stayed in bed for like almost the whole night..and the worst part, every on hr i would get up to..vomit..ugh..

BUT im well now :) i better be because there's exams today and exams end in SIX MORE DAYS :)) the amount of things i can do after exams is just sooooo much :)

hello (:
this is jeanette here, charisse's bestest girlfriend! AHAHHA! okays, that was self proclaim! but i bet she loves me to bits and of cos, her other friends who are all so precious to her! i love charisse cos she's always so nice to tease and bully! she can be such a fool at times! oh! charisse is going to get baptised this sat :D :D everyone say OH HAPPY DAY! :)

anyways, charisse is a free girl now (: no more worries for her! who needs guys when you've got all the best girl friends in the world who loves you so dearly right?! JIAYOU for Os okays?! and then after that, we'll party like crazy okays? and we'll have our sleepovers and movie marathon and shopping sprees (: and and, i've changed your layout like you said (: and i think it's pretty! lols, a more cheery layout! not so dark :D stay happy and crappy okays?! [:

I LOVE CHARISEE DYEO :D

i'm out! till then, loves (:

i know i said that i'll update after o levels but it seems like my blog's getting a little bit boring..lol (: its just two more weeks before this whole trauma ends! i have like a long list of what to do when it ends, i know i should be concentrating on my studies rather than this but its hard..trust me (: you know its just the anticipation..haha..

today maths paper was not that bad..social studies, dont wanna talk about it..UGH..so now i know my humanities will never be good..

well, water baptism is this sat..quite nervous..imagine how i'll feel when the day comes..but its a good thing..its like commiting to the lord :)


i didnt know it would be that easy.